Thursday, January 10, 2008
Hey Hey, to all my sweet frens who used to visit my blog, wahahah great news!!! i've finally recovered my username and password! lol!!!Anws half a year has passed, and A LEVELS HAVE GONE(my most traumatising education years spent in AJC).. wahaha but i felt realli lost after A-levels.. to think i even missed studying at Fajar macs.. it felt realli good.. walking home alone or with my sister from Fajar to my hse at 11 pm everyday.. at least i had a goal..NOT LIKE NOW
I hate working.. Initially i thought it was slack and everything so it felt great. But when things start piling up, it isnt the same anymore.. i rather chiong dramas at home and go for runs in the morn or evening/ now i feel like an immobile fat blob..boo:/ shall go laohua's hse and ZAP!
Fatty is unemployed(as what she announced in her msn nick), guess how long she worked before quitting, yea u're rite, ONE DAY!lol so laopu..
Today is JOHN SOON HAO HAN's birthday! the first member in our clique to turn 19! Happy birthday handsome john!:) This month there are alot of birthday babies (if u happen to know them, do wish them:)
JianFen 8th Jan
John Soon 10th Jan
Yirene Tan 16th Jan
He Jialing 30th Jan
Kew Pei Pei 30th Jan
(half of hapsion's bday is in Jan!)
Anw, my colleague Sharon has given birth to a pretty baby called Kate! Her eyes are sooo big and pretty!! super cute hahaha Congratulations sharon!
oh ya check this out its healthy and nice!
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Saturday, May 26, 2007
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Since I have decided to stop procrastinating in everything I do, I shall blog today… abt a list of events dat happened in chronological order..
HCI Dancenite 2007
I finally gt to meet up with prissy after like a yr? u have no idea how much I missed her! And I’m sure she misses me too=)) I must say their contemporary SYF dance is really massive and definitely enjoyable.. their props are really creative, dey made use of ladders and platforms, briefcases and umbrellas, and dey have guys!!( pls dun get the wrong idea, I’m nt interested in the guys just trying to emphasize the no. of pple in the dance).. I kinda like their Chinese dance too! Too bad the music cropped up in one of them.. oh ya gaby is such a great dancer!in the hip hop genre la.. pris is more of contemp..=)
College Day 2007
It’s my last official dancing as an AJ dancer becoz I’m not going Genting with the rest of the dancers.. so sry abt dat ya.. But I’ll make sure Chunmeng learns up my role in time and till now I must say she is almost perfect! One of the most hardworking junior I’ve seen it definitely made my job much easier=)
The response of the performance was definitely woth commending.. Mr Andy Quek felt that our dance is very sleek and clean.. I like the way he put it across.. its just the perfect description.. and many teachers felt our bond during the dance..we are not dancing individually in our own distinctive styles.. we accommodate each other and eventually found a conformity dat suits all of us as well as the dance.. Someone even asked for the music coz he and his fren found it dam inspiring.. lol gt the “rising” feeling.. not bad eh dey felt it..=) comments from the guest of honours were great too.. we were distinctive from the many dance performances he had watched and he even wish to invite us to perform in other events!=DD I’m not trying to be some proud peacock here ok.. I’m just glad dat our efforts paid off.. I must say its really worth it..
Kk now I shall be random liao.. I’m forced to do up a timetable to be photocopied to all my subject tutors.. coz I’m in the PRESTIGIOUS APTS program.. (the program for the cannot make it students) and yippy also gave my heart to heart talk.. he told me if I pass my gp and dun do well in my A’s.. I cant retake my exams and I also cant get into uni.. my onli choice will be to get into a poly! Actually I dun mind poly but wad abt my 2 yrs!! I’ll be like so senior!!
So NO WAY AM I GONNA LET THIS HAPPEN! Someone get me out of this “failing tornado”>.<
I knoe I’m being dam boring here.. wait lemme finish my doubts of the week:
this middle aged lady walked abt 3 metres in front of me.. and walked past this white cat lyin on an abandoned sofa outside the lift.. the cat was awake but it didn’t react..usually I’d rather detour than endanger my life near a cat.. but I was rushing to sch and apparently the cat didn’t care abt the lady in front.. so I acted brave and walked past briefly.. but the moment I walked past, it jumped and snarled behind my back!! Can u imagine? I screamed the flat down and ran towards the lady and hid behind her.. she den held my hand and comforted me its ok its ok.. lol dam drama rite.. but the doubt is tis always happens to me!! When I’m with my sis cats chase me and not my sis.. my sis stood there and laugh when I scream help running for my life..
Does cats have the ability to detect who fears it? Or am I a mouse or fish in my previous life? Dat the cat cant wait to pounce on me and scratch my flesh!
2. some yalam fat lady was sitting beside me in the mrt.. sleeping and OSCILLATING.. bloody irritating can.. kp trying to find cushion near my shoulders so dat she can stop oscillating.. obviously I wldnt let her have the chance so I siam.. everytime she comes near I siam.. but she wont fall totally leh.. -.- as in like sprawl all the way to the seat beside her..her head will rebound la.. yet she doesn’t wake up..
why?
why is yawning contagious? Can someone enlighten me? Those pro say its becoz dey took in part of ur oxygen when dey yawn dats why.. But today when I took a bus.. someone at the busstop yawned when the bus drove by.. and I yawned too!! Dun tell me she stole my oxygen by penetrating thru the glass window.. so why why why??
Feeling disturbed.. anw geqian and jiekou are such beautiful songs.. why didn’t I listen to it long ago
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Monday, April 30, 2007
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:i love botak guys
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
ya dats a name
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
hahahaha
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
eh me too
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
dont u find them cute
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
really
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
ya
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
OMG
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
FINALLY
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
preciselyy
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
my friends kept laughing at me k
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
say i bad taste
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
eh i seriously ve fetish for botak guys la
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
^5
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
hahahaha
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
i'm so happy
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
everne thinks i'm mad
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
ya lah
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
they dun understand us
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
nvm
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
hahahaha
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
i think very hot and manly
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
drools
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
LOL
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
ya lah
iRin ¹ ² °° p a r t o f m e says:
so cute loh
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Haha my blogging frequency quite high recently!!!!!
Yes we did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COUGAR CHEERLEADING 2nd!!!!!!!!!!!! Better than wad I ever desired and ever wished for… coz we were last the last yr.. and its dam pressurizing for me coz we have to do well this year!! I’m really glad that we pulled it off really well.. the last performance we did was indeed touching.. although I screw up a lil lol.. I can see all of ur efforts.. I’m really apologetic for screaming at all of u the whole afternoon today.. I knoe I was dam dam nasty and discouraging, I’m quite angry with myself for doing dat.. but come to think of it, if I hadn’t done dat, wld u all have given ur best shots, not for me but for urselves.. I dun want any of u to regret after the performance and tell urself “I cld have done better”.. but even if anything goes wrong during the performance, as long as we enjoy the process, we are the best..=))
Although our practices are not frequent, we enjoyed every single practice. Come to think of it, its quite exciting.. its until the day b4 the real competition when the steps are final.. coz I, the ever fussy captain kps changing the steps.. sry abt it ya.. I knoe its dam confusing.. okok I cant wait for the video to be uploaded on youtube!!! Dam excited!!
To all who encouraged us and supported us in one way or another, thnk u all so much.. esp my darling hapsion and the laos, and the classmates in 02/06, teachers etc..
This is an experience I’ll nv forget.. and I’m glad I have successors for the squad alr, weicheng and siokxin!!!=D
And ya, congrats to cheetah hse and jaguar!! My superb pretty weivien!!
Puma and panther, u guys were wonderful too
Kk I shall go bathe now.. I’m like dam sticky eewwww
Nites my world!
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Friday, April 27, 2007
The time is now 1220. the time I usually wld have started snoring.. but here I am blogging when I’m supposed to do my econs essay!!!BUT BUT BUT I have to proudly announce!!! AJC CONTEMPORARY DANCE GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!! Argh!!!!!! When jieling told me that in a phone call, I slammed down the phone and hung up on her during math lecture.. I was stunned and thought I heard wrongly.. so I called her again! OMG!! Confirmed!!
I wasn’t really happy at the results or wad.. I felt a sense of achievements and I felt a strong sense of satisfaction.. every bit of tears and blood was worth the while.. the bruises.. the blood left behind on the dance floor.. the tears of disappointment when nth seemed to go right during practices.. the pats on our shoulders.. and the words from my ever dearest dance mates” penguin ni3 xing2 de!” dey are nv absent when I needed them… we encouraged each other b4 the dance, during the dance pracs when I really felt like dying of exhaustion, when I held onto siping when I almost lose my balance.. and “weivien help me” when I felt I was abt to collapse.. we helped one another, went thru the thickest and thinnest.. encouraging one another.. we came back during good Friday, e learning days, September holidays, December holidays, sacrificed family day, Saturdays.. trained for 5 days a week, 4 days a week.. ms in once said “wo3 ma4 ni3, ni3 jie1 shou4, zhe4 shi4 yi4 zhong3 xun4 lian4. wo3 ma4 ni3, ni3 bu4 jie1 shou4, zhe4 shi4 yi4 zhong3 mo2 lian4. MS in is one of the most wei da teacher and respected teacher dat I absolutely fear and respect.. She inculcated strong and resilient values into us.. made us do things dat we thought we cld nv ever do.. I thank u ms in for telling us dat “we cant make it, we will onli get silver the most.. etc.. I knoe deep inside u dun want us to feel complacent.. and u want us to learn to get over setbacks.. all the discouraging words dat seemed so hurting were meant for us to climb over them and conquer them.. we did it.. unbelievably.. u said dat we will nv forget the process and will nv regret it.. I cldnt agree more.. I’ll nv forget this.. till now the whole scene nv left me.. the steps are still going on in my mind.. I cant stop crying.. my besties in 02/06 and my beloved dancemates surely have seen how much tears I have shed for this dance.. tears of disappointment at myself, stress, and how the seniors and teachers are always dere to support us.. AJ dance.. u’ve made me grow so much..
Dance is my passion.. my dancemates are for life.. I’ll treasure every single one of them
And RENXIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U deserve the most credit, u’ve been sacrificing so much for us silently.. yet u dun breathe a word.. without u, we wldnt have gone this far,seriously.. ms yong choreographed a fantastic dance.. but we were total mess when she left.. nt even sure of our steps at all.. u came and diao1 us from the finest second.. each and everyone of us.. it was great effort.. thank u for standing by us till the very end.. we love u..
Rouci and Florence, we love u too.. u have helped us a lot a lot too.. thanks Florence for coming up with such a nice hairstyle symbolic of “I&me” our dance theme.. yuemin for buying all our cosmetics and staying with us thru the whole syf…
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Isit I’m not strong enough or this is too much to take?SYF is stressing me like mad and I totally wish I can devote my attention to it.. just when I wanna commit myself into the dance, cheerleading have to occur and the competitiveness is crazy.. we are the house dat has the fewest practices and I’m sure we are the onli house dat haven’t choreograph finish the whole thing!! The thing is I no longer have the enthusiasm or the heart to be in this.. everyday I’ll be asking PORK or laohua,”can I quit this thing? I relli really need a break.. dance is exhausting enuf.. I dun need those lousy competitive rumours to come and attack me.. and btw youtube is open to all.. and I have no intentions of copying any steps from you.. like why wld I wanna penalize myself for dat? Costumes wise, the tailor made it dat way, she didn’t do according to wad I had planned coz she cldnt do wad I wanted.. so when she showed me wad she has alr done, I just have to accept it.. if u guys are so uncomfortable with it please be forthcoming la.. dun be hypocritical..
I cant do this alone, from the costumes to the music to logistics, even guys costumes I have to buy for u all.. the poms also haven’t settled.. I have nv felt like giving up so badly in my entire life. Now den I realize if ur heart is nt into something u’ll nv do it right.. just like I’ve lost total passion for cheerleading.. I knoe tis sounds dam unfair to those remaining cheerleaders.. and I’m dam sorry.. I can see ur effort, blame it dat I’m a lousy and inefficient leader, u guys are great.. it really heartens me to see u guys enjoying when u guys are dancing.. the thing is me I cant take this stress its driving me crazy..
All I want now is to DANCE.. in AJ dance..for my beloved dance mates.. I dun wann get involved in this political cheerleading stuff.. its dam scary.. dam dam scary.. seriously
CAN I QUIT!! SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:the world is too puny
Golden Faith says:
like me
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
omG
Golden Faith says:
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
u are as big as the world
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
HAHAHAHAH
Golden Faith says:
LMAO
Golden Faith says:
ppl always say world small one lor
Golden Faith says:
dun have big one
Golden Faith says:
anyway dat day u tokin abt global warming rite
Golden Faith says:
then next day headlines is abt tt leh
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
which day
[hÅp§!öÑ 69] says:
i say global warming everyday can
Golden Faith says:
dat day damn warm one.. u say u v worried
haha just some casual conver with PORKY..(jazreel tan yan zhen)
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Friday, March 30, 2007
At the break of dawn is my favourite part of the day.. it gives me strength..
These are the pics i took before going to school on saturdays.. nice isnt it? Singapore has nice scenery too.. I think Photographic society needs me=p
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